Hooo boy it's been quite some time since I've written and I apologize for that. I really have no excuse, I've had plenty of time to write, in fact, there have been times where I've thought about it, and just never wrote anything. Maybe it's just the fact that all I have to write about are the woes and complaints in my life. While those make for great stories, I don't want to burden my readers with those all the time.
So in the mighty world that is Apple, they have this app for meeting new people, it's called Tinder. And it's only for Apple users. Of course (they need to make everything first) there's now an app for us non-Apple users and guess who decided to give it a try? This girl. And I noticed something. There are three types of people that you find on these sites. The Creeps, the Desperate-Clingy type, and You're Okay, but I Don't Know if I Could Handle Seriously Dating You Right Now.
While I appreciate all the attention I've been getting through the site, I don't think that's what I want. I've talked to some pretty stand up guys, and I enjoy our conversations and the brief times we've spent together, but the more and more I think about it, the less I find myself really wanting to date any of these people. I'm stuck. I'm hung up on two people. Both of which are out of my reach. On the one hand, I've been falling in love with an old flame and the fire is growing brighter. On the other hand, I've been in love with the other since the day I met him and I know I'll never be in his life like that.
I love both of them. I do. It's weird to say that I'm in love with two wonderful guys. I hope that when my missionary comes home that it will work out and we can have a happily ever after. It may not, but life is an adventure and that's what makes very day exciting.
So I'll continue to fight off the Creeps, the Desperate and Clingy, and the Men I Can't Handle Right Now and hope that I find someone to tide me over until November. Who knows. Maybe I'll meet someone that I fall in love with all over again.
